In 10 days hopefully i will be horrendously drunk having passed finals and qualified as a doctor ( Read more... )

Today i am enjoying the fun that is ILS....immediate life support. The basic stuff of mouth to mouth and compression, plus other devices and defibrillation. Its not too bad, but a long day and i can't wait till its over. I have a lovely looking tuna steak in the fridge calling to me. 
Otherwise....saw adam last night, had a lovely evening. We went ( Read more... )

So i'm mid written finals at the moment.
First one yesterday wasn't great.
The second one wasn't too bad.
But they were the multiple choice (yes our factual knowledge is tested on multiple choice, though odd forms of it).
Today its the essays. This morning discharge summary/referal letter and ethics paper. This afternoon is critical appraisal which is ( Read more... )

So tomorrow finals start.
Two days of hell to get writtens out of the way then i can sit around and do clinical for 2 weeks before OSCE. So very very stressed.
I'm sure everyone will be glad when the damn things are over so i shut up about them! 
Starting to get quite stressed. Just not quite sure what to do with myself now. Icky.

the positiveness from earlier has gone. I am back with the pessimistic view that i am going to fail. Its ok, i belong like this, the confidence earlier was un-nerving. I am never confident, if i'm confident i fail. I can't afford to fail. Gunna be two more long hard days of study. Urgh, i want it over ( Read more... )

Its slowly starting to dawn on me that i do actually know a lot, and that i should pass my finals.

Not gunna stop me continuing to work like crazy.

And i know i won't feel like this after the exams.

But for now, its just odd.

So so so ( Read more... )

Hello hello ( Read more... )

After yet another shitty day of revision followed by drowning my stress in vodka and not going to sleep till almost 3am i have firmly decided no alcohol AT ALL until writtens are over. I'm a happy drunk and its fine, but i'm using it a stress relief in excess which is wrong, plus it makes me so much less productive ( Read more... )

Now, i can't panic until 6:15 tonight of caz will moan at me ( Read more... )