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this blog is never happy
- Welp, summer's over. I didn't do much, but when do I ever do anything?
- My insurance didn't pay for my latest blood transfusion, so there's a nice meaty bill for $700 hanging over my head. Who knew blood was so expensive? I wish I was KAEDE Smith, I could afford to lose blood in that case.
- My grandmother's veins are so worn from repeated ( Read more... ) -
tl;dr
Normally I reserve all my large detailed posts about depression and such for LJ, since it's rare for anyone to check this and it serves as a good dump for my rants and vents and despair, but this time I'll keep it short and sweet since it's the same shit I've said before (and many people have felt).
- I really have no idea what I'm good at. At all ( Read more... ) -
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- That $150 AT&T professional DSL installation I was forced to pay for? The guy plugged the ethernet and phone cables into the wrong slots on the filter. My phone was getting 12mbps while my modem was getting 300kbps. I'll probably file a complaint at some point, but for now I'm simply relieved that I finally have internet like the rest of ( Read more... ) -
monthly update
- AX was pretty sweet, especially since I spent the entire time with THE COOLEST LOSERS I KNOW, best roommates ever. Finally got so drunk I puked and passed out, but woke up feeling perfectly fine, wtf. Got some good Henry & Tatami Galaxy pics, got the usual ignorance treatment with Narumi & Banker, and had a fun Gundam gathering with Jon AKA ( Read more... ) -
obligatory despair post
there is nothing that I excel at. procrastination doesn't count as excellence. the weekend is shitty and it's raining in june. I need to clean my room since an electrician is coming to install a new power block thing. I need to buy a suit for AX. I need to get healthier. I need to enroll for school ( Read more... ) -
BRB FANIME
I'd post pics of my cosplays but I gotta leave in 20 minutes so you just get a list and a tip to use google.com ( Read more... ) -
I never use this for happy thoughts.
Everything ELSE I post on facebook/twitter/whathaveyou are my "happy" thoughts I suppose, since it usually encompasses what I enjoy in life (be it boingboing.net or anime shit or videogame shit). This LJ serves as that ever-important vent for negative thoughts so that I may clear my mind and continue with my brief yet fun existence.
- With Mother's ( Read more... ) -
it's that time of the year
the one time I'm heavily reminded of my mother in the span of one week.
I haven't celebrated mother's day in 7 years.
I haven't celebrated my mother's birthday on may 11 in 7 years.
It actually doesn't bother me as much as one would think. It didn't really bother me the first year either.
Except this year is the first year in which the three people I ( Read more... ) -
now to piss off a lot of people with an ill-planned passionate rant!
don't take most of my words to heart, I was freewriting this without thinking and if given the chance I'd word this so as not to offend the sensibilities of more people.
11:48 PM - Bayonetta's ass: allow me to go on a passionate tangent that offends many
11:48 PM - Bayonetta's ass: you're right, I don't support American troops because they signed a ( Read more... )
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