I don't feel good...Left work early today. I laid down at around 3 and didn't wake up till almost 7...same thing happened to me yesterday. I laid down at 6 and didn't wake up until well after 9 o'clock at night. And then I went right back to bed at 11...of course I woke up at 5:30 in the morning as usual, but still that is a lot of sleep. Ever ( Read more... )

I am taking a brief mental health day...which means, yes I called in sick to work. I don't give a shit, that place could burn down and I wouldn't shed a single tear...unless it's out of joy. I've been kinda frazzled these last couple of days...Paul and I had a fight Friday...well it was actually Saturday, early morning. So I got about 4 hours of ( Read more... )

I don't know what to write, but I'm bored and I find myself here kinda feeling like I should update. I haven't been doing much other than working...36 or so hours this week...My next paycheck (not the one coming tomorrow, but the next one) should be pretty good, which is great considering that Christmas is coming and the bills will start rolling ( Read more... )

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I'm so sick of guys that insist on being stupid, sexual, pigs and then expect us to just laugh it off like it was nothing. Looks like more social housecleaning might be in order...or otherwise I just need to get more comfortable with expressing my negative feelings about people. Either way, if I am having negative feelings to begin with then that ( Read more... )

I haven't been feeling the greatest...I'm starting to feel worn out again, like I felt while I was down in Ventura with David. Probably just a combination of work, stress, and lack of sleep. I have been a little short with Paul lately, but maybe if he would stop doing things that are so thoughtless maybe I wouldn't be prone to snapping at him so ( Read more... )

Actually it's just been these last couple of months...Mom is in the hospital with a kidney infection. We thought it was the flu cause she's been sick since last Saturday...but then at about 4 o'clock yesterday morning she got up feeling really shitty so we took her to the ER and they admitted her with a kidney infection. The doctor says that she ( Read more... )

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Gayatri
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Gayatri, the many-headed symbol of Devi, or the divine feminine. As you can see she is closely associated with the lotus and with feminine beauty. She is a wise and good goddess and carries the weapons and items carried by other gods in her many arms. She is a ( Read more... )

We all seem to lead such boring lives...Or our lives are so busy and full that we haven't the time nor the energry to dwell on it for long. I hope for all that the latter is true. As for I...I have been off dealing with some rather horrific events in my life. Things have come through for the most part and all have weathered the storm without ( Read more... )