Wow, how many years has it been since i have been on this ( Read more... )

its been like two years, well more then that, since i made this thing, along with my xanga ( Read more... )

its been a while, so much to say but really no rhyme or reason to say it i guess.
just, bleh, hurt, more hurt, then okay.
end of story, for now

These train conversations are passing me by ( Read more... )

premature optamism ( Read more... )

why do i find myself worrying simply because of the littlest things.
I guess its part of who iam
Nothing is wrong
just keep telling myself that
cause im sure its true
BLEEEEEEEEEEEH
its too late i need to go to sleep, for like a whole day
but thats not an option, i need to stay up to talk
cause thats the most important thing right now

its odd, for the past month or maybe a bit more my headaches have been coming back and coming back badly. I have no idea why though. My doctor gave me some new medicine for it and that works but id still like to know the root of the problem, i think it may be my sleep cycle though

Sometimes i hate myself
Just one little action on my part made me feel so bad
so guilty
like i lost something,
then you hate yourself for it :(

wow time has flown so fast lately
I hope it keeps going this way
Im so happy right now and a bit sad at the same
I just know that things will work out as planned
I just have so much faith in this situation
it has to work

Wow its been quite some time since ive updated this...or any of my blogs really ( Read more... )