I love staying up all night talking and writing ( Read more... )

I had a good day for the most part ( Read more... )

everyones abandon ship because theres nothing left of this ( Read more... )

Can you feel this when we kiss ( Read more... )

I feel like im nothing again ive hit my low again...
Im just a face inside this place.
im done with all this muskego stuff...
shit isnt like it was before like last summer...
i feel like im dying...
i bet no bod knows that about me...
sometimes when im alone i feel like im going to die and get manic depressed

ha i know you dont miss me but its ok.....
you have funn now
ill be in boston and new york

Fuck yeah i just woke up

Sink into deep blue skys
and lets just watch this sunrise
Its morning and im wide awake...
confussed again thank you dear friend....

Im recording my CD in like an halfin hour i was wondering if anyone would like to purchase it

If not totally ok

love josh or baby C

My arm hurts so bad and my hand..... Fuck yeah

Last night was insane iF what i did doesnt prove to anyone how much my friends matter to me then i dont know what.....
I love my family aka friends and i hope everyone has fun tonight and is safe

Life is what you make of it model what you want out of it....
Love josh

Here again tossing and turning 
beautiful imagery spilling into my dreams
barely sleeping
My stomach keeps on throwing up everything i eat
and everything i touch turns to dust....

Poetry got to love it......

LOL