i doubt many people figured out what that last post was about ( Read more... )

I know it's dark here. You know that i'm scared, too, for some reason right now of everything but you. Right now you're all that I recognize. You know I came here when I needed your soft voice. I needed to hear something that sounded like an answer. Now I wait here, and sometimes I get one. It's nothing I'll forget when the moon gets tired. You are ( Read more... )

it's been quite an adventure... oh man... my stick driving skills were becoming godlike, until that 45 degree uphill trek. that was NOT fun. i mean, once we got going it was fine.... but i stalled out at the beginning of it. luckily there was noone behind me. anyway, david wanted to drive, and for both our sakes we traded in our lovely ford fiesta ( Read more... )

i don't know if i mentioned to anyone that i was going anywhere, but i'm at an internet cafe in Dublin at the moment. yeah, i know i should have better things do to halfway around the world than be on the internet, but my cellphone is dead, i don't have a power adapter, and i can't get my girlfriend's number out of the damned phonebook. i was ( Read more... )

COPY AND PASTE THIS INTO A COMMENT WITH YOUR ANSWER! I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU BETTER... BITCHES!

1. what would you change your name to if it wasn't such a hassle to get all your paperwork redone? Antti Autti, or maybe Gigi Rüf

2. what's a fandom you love that doesn't have nearly enough people in it? Laguna Beach

3. share a dorky story about ( Read more... )

( get to know me before i go get chinese food. )

today was miserable, until i decided to get drunk. i couldn't sleep. i woke up early and painted. someday i'll get a picture of it. it was for tori. a brightly colored stargazer lilly. on the back of the canvas i wrote a piece of "Passenger Seat" by Death Cab for Cutie... "'Do they collide?' I ask and you smile. With my feet on the dash the world ( Read more... )

everything is so fucking up and down.

she loves me. she loves him more.

things fall apart.

it's been a long time since i've updated ( Read more... )

bonner: don't read this. if you do, never repeat any of it ( Read more... )