And well.... IT SUCKS!! Obviously my kids aren't calling me, the one that could isn't talking to me and making up stories as it is. My mother and I are no longer on any terms... she can't seem to stop letting this man use her phone to call and threaten my home...( hers being the only one with the phone number) and when I say something about it Im ( Read more... )

Okay so my dearest CeeJ is nudging me... so I guess its time to update... I don't check in as often as I once did and my notices go to an email I NEVER check... so I think it's time I try to figure out how to change some settings ( Read more... )

a breakdown... okay not really but it almost feels like it. I'm just really on edge with everything lately. Went and saw the lady at pregnancy aid and had a major talk about all this shit I got going on... My body is still showing way too many signs of pregnancy, getting more intense all the time... the test was negative (which should have made me ( Read more... )

Says my last update was 49 weeks ago! And sadly only one person sent me email trying to hear from me... scary thought I guess... So heres the new news... I met someone through work this last summer, and ya after everything I had planned it was a little unexpected, and incredibly perfect... We are getting married this summer. He is a little rough ( Read more... )

other then to let a special friend know he is missed. It's been a long time since I have heard much personally from him, and in my more pathetic moments I wonder if I said something to upset him. I know he's been away from everyone lately and been sick like the rest of us... but I miss him..

I got my new piercings last week. I got a vertical hood which is great it only takes 1 -2 weeks to heal. But my dumb ass also got a "christina" which is a piercing through the "mound" unfortunately that one is NOT very comfortable yet, and when it was finished I was informed healing time is 4-6 months. Talk about fucking lame. So it's all about ( Read more... )

we are all okay, i am still waiting to hear how my kids are still no power there...

so some random shit ( Read more... )

So I am thinking I am going to make a new post with those pictures, and we are discussing creating a pay pal account for legal fee donations... These damn attorneys want like 5000 down to help get the kids out of the system.... I go to court again tomorrow, and am going to MAKE the judge look at the pictures..... so Ive been told I may go to jail ( Read more... )

the only certainty we have once we are born ( Read more... )