so pretty much.... fuck this.....

I'm done.....

bye guys....

love and thanks to some.... 

... my life.... haha ( Read more... )

So I got pulled over today.

the cop handed me a warning and said "Happy birthday... just slow down"..... then smiled and walked away...

thank you Goddess....

20,000 seconds since you've left and I'm still counting ( Read more... )

How long til my soul gets it right?
Can any human being ever reach the highest light?
I call on the resting soul, of Galileo
king of night vision, king of insight...

~

I'm going to turn and walk away
You wait til I am far along
then run and come and catch my arm
and say you'd die if I were gone
Cause I want to hear you call my name
it's too easy just to say ( Read more... )

I try too hard to live up to the expectations of others.... and they STILL do not notice.... nor do they care.

so Thank you......

It will ultimately lead to my demise.... at my own hands.

it's hard not knowing.......

you can't believe how hard.

I feel the need to say something important.... so here it is....

IF I HAVE EVER HURT YOU! PLEASE READ THIS!!!

I seem to be the type of person that offends EVERYBODY at some point. This is one thing of which I cannot help. I am an open, honest, and very blunt person and my words are often misinterpretted becasue of this. I don't mean to sound cruel, ( Read more... )

I tried to make myself happy with superficial things today.... nothing worked.... so ( Read more... )

at this very moment, I'm waiting for 5:00pm so I can rinse this bright red dye out of my hair, and then head to Danielle's for my first.... nerve-wracking..... painful..... amazing.... beautiful..... unique..... TATOO ( Read more... )

I read the words last night which I've been patiently dreading yet, anticipating. They hit me hard and I wished they had never been written... But they were... and I'm lost... and I'm cold.... and I'm anything but alone - Thank God... I'm happy.... I mean.... I was happy... am I still? It shouldn't be this confusing! To be flung into the past, into ( Read more... )