i had a really good time with michael last night. we took one of our strolls around campus. we were gone for quite some time. we sat at the pond and in the back of warriner at the courtyard there and we got coffee at U cup. quite pleasant. then we went to his room and he gave me a beautiful brown striped pot for the plant he got me for valentines ( Read more... )

Michael was sick last night. His tummy was upset and he had a really really bad headache. He's never sick. This is the first time, really. I got to take care of him and I loved it. There's so much going on this week, but it feels like I can't really prepare for it all. I took a nap today. It was goooooood. Naps are definitely one of my favorite ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I'm going to Interlochen! Sadly, not to stay. How I wish I could! I will see Amy and Jonathan and my other academy friends. I will probably cry my eyes out. It's going to be weird not being there with Adam and Pam and Harpa and Kate. Doesn't it really seem like a dream? Tonight I will dream Interlochen dreams. But tomorrow I will breathe ( Read more... )

So think that i have some social anxiety problems. i definitely have panic attacks sometimes. i think i can work through it right now. but if it gets worse i'm definitely going to have to find help for it ( Read more... )

i'm sitting in the music library. i'm listening to a cd concert of my voice teacher. it is wonderful. it's sunny outside. the green grass is too long outside and it is blowing quite nicely. but when i'm looking at all this---all i am thinking is this ( Read more... )

i have a speech today. i hope it goes well. i don't want to fail. i love my voice teacher. and my accompnist. i miss interlochen. but last summer seems so far away. like a dream that we all had at the same time and we talk about with each other but with no one else b/c our other friends never had that dream. did it really all happen? i'm so blessed ( Read more... )

This is the list of people I miss like a lung. really ( Read more... )