i am so ready to be done and looking forward to some change....perhaps way more change than i really want but change nonetheless.

so im single again. this time was different though. he had to leave for career reasons. its weird. i like where am at as a person now. this relationsihp made me like who i am. crazy. i wish i was this person in my past relationships. i couldve done so much better. im in limbo now though. i have to leave boston forever in 8 months. med school is ( Read more... )

i hate that calling tech support = calling india

where am i going. what am i doing. too much is uncertain. graduation is looming and i have no idea what to do or where im going to go.

yeah so i have the worst luck ever. nothing ever goes right and when something seems good, something has to happen take it away. i should just stop trying. i mean give a guy a break for once.

so...MCAT is taken. Wont know scores til oct. home was nice. a friend of mine died while i was home. he was suppose to come to russell's party that night but decided to go home instead. it was a once car accident. no alcohol or drugs invovled. went to the funeral. im never good at that. i never know what to say and just stumble over my words. then ( Read more... )

so whats my life about. well I work...and study. Alot. Ive just taken my fourth practice MCAT. My score is ok. It was good then it dropped and now its back to good. The thing is, Ive scored great in each category twice now. I mean like over 10. My problem is that I cant do great on it section all in the same test. wtf. so my plan for the next two ( Read more... )

when did i become the oldest person at a college party?!

so...maybe ill update. my life consists of four things: work, mcat class, mcat studying, and boozing...alot. i spend so much damn money on going out. i miss spain where they had shots for a euro. every thursday, friday, and saturday night is a shitshow. its fun. i need the craziness to blow off stress. mcat stuff is going good. i took my first ( Read more... )

sweetheartels: how is it, that last night involved feeling up drag queens, seeing some of your penis, and being molested in my sleep again by erin..and i think its a regular friday night...