Does anybody out there still ever see this? Damn I was depressed in college. Depressing too. Here's my advice. One certainly in life is that, as long as we are alive, there will be SHIT that we have to deal with. Its gonna happen. All we gotta do is just remember to deal with all the SHIT that comes our way and move on. Btw, when I say SHIT, I mean ( Read more... )

So, to celebrate Independence Day, I mowed the lawn, bought a pack of cigarettes, and did some work on the boat. Maybe I do need drugs

So been busy kinda recently. Started when CHRIS came up (over?) from cali to chill with his roots. Got no sleep... THANK GOD FOR JET LAG... hehe sorry chris, but 5am is just sooooooo early. Kinda wish i could find my version of the marines for him. since he joined he like... got an awesome g/f, got his head on straight... good stuff. wish i could ( Read more... )

Well I registered for the fall semester today... scary. After my long fall/winter/spring/summer break I'm getting my shit back together to actually finish this stupid stupid degree. I just hope I haven't forgotten like.... everything since I last went to class. Anyway, gettin all my electives done, plus one required elective (software engineering ( Read more... )

Here I am, a young man of 22. Still have 80% of my life left to live (maybe), so why am i in such a rush to grow up? This whole being yong thing just hasn't worked out for me... ever. Not that its really my choice to be young or old... we are born young, live a while young, then at some point we grow old. I guess all i can do is hope that being old ( Read more... )

the one i had
the one that went away
the one from afar
the one nearby
the one taken
the one stolen
the one that probably won't be
and so it goes

no wonder i'm insane

sew, i'm hear thinking of stuff two right four this particular post, and it occurs too me that their is a sort of neat thing in the english language called the homonym. sow off i go just to sea just how far i am able to take this hare-brained idea to misuse every homonym I can think of. unfortunately, ass I'm shore yew may have guessed, this can ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here at work, kinda annoyed that i'm actually at work, not actually working, wishing i wasn't at work, and looking for ways to put off what work i have to do. Every so often I check back here just to see what everyone's been up to, kinda see where I've been, see if I've moved at all.. that type of stuff. I always feel like posting, ( Read more... )

So, temporarily dropped out of school, livin at home, working a part time job. Yeah this is where I am. Nobody is around. In fact, I haven't seen anyone outside of my family or work since oooh say.... Chris left for SOI whenever that was. Although I'm pretty sure that was just a few days after my birthday, 2 or 3 I'd say. You know it seems there's ( Read more... )

1. go to your 25th entry
2. take the 5th sentence
3. post it

Wow, its so late out but I'm so not tired, even if I was I wouldn't be able to sleep.
~3/21/2003

Ironic, it was such a positive post and yet it opens up so many sores. My past was very complicated, now I have to study for my analog electronics final in 5 hours.