Haha, silly ryan, check this out ( Read more... )

Two years ago today, an attack on our great country by a terrorist group took place. This attack killed over 3000 people in the World Trade Center and forever changed the skyline of New York City. For those of you from NYC, LI, and the surrounding area, I don't think I need to say anything. For those of you who may not have felt such a personal ( Read more... )

   So yeah, I'm supposed to be doing homework right now, but I haven't been able to touch any of it at all. Instead I've just been wandering around the dorm shirtless, listening to music, browsing the internet, lots of random things besides homework. But yeah, I started to look back at all my old lj posts and wow. Like you can track my entire life ( Read more... )

   Hmm, its really annoying how there can be so much going on in my head, yet I can never quite put it down in words. It always seems like when I try to describe my mind or the way I'm thinking, my thoughts hide from me. Yeah I think that's a good way of putting it I suppose. They all just kinda clump together in one big mass so that I can never ( Read more... )

   Ok so here's my first real post in a while. As it turns out whenever i try to write poetry and start the whole introspective process I get really down. For good reason though... at least as far as I can tell. But yeah, so far this semester has been far from what I had hoped. Well in some degrees anyway. I mean so far this semester is turning out ( Read more... )

Oasis - Wonderwall. For some reason whenever I hear this song I can relate it to so many points of my life. Just curious if this song fits itself in with a lot of other people or if its just me ( Read more... )

Is anybody out there for me ( Read more... )

Walking down unfamiliar halls ( Read more... )

So signs that look like crazy cows, lights in the distance that look like cars about to hit me, random black splotches on the road, little lights and shadows around the car... and all of it scared the shit out of me. Fatigue + Driving = Bad. More on PA later

I found this information while looking up the stuff i was working with yesterday and today at work:
-Long-term exposure to low levels of creosote, especially direct contact with the skin during wood treatment or manufacture of coal tar creosote-treated products has resulted in skin cancer and cancer of the scrotum.
.... sounds great