the tick tock
tick tock

tick tock
of my biological clock is ticking
at least that's what i've been taught to feel
and this feeling seems very real to me

this is me being bored. hello ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've updated. Honestly live journal feels like something from fifth grade. I can feel my life evolving into something too complex to type into a box for the world to see. Oh, how it feels so lame to grow up. So lame it almost feels satisfactory and good ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. Second night in a row. AHHHHHH!!!!! I have to wake up in three hours and I feel like I'm on crack. I've been feeling like I'm on crack a lot lately. I'm just so tired. So bored. Anyone want to get motivated with me ( Read more... )

so that's how you found me ( Read more... )

Soooooo. I'm in this new house of mine. Hasn't hit me yet. All I've really been able to express emotionally since I've been here is sickness, exhaustion, and bitchiness. It's a problem. Never in my life have I felt so angry towards the world and I don't know exactly where it's coming from. I'm surrounded by all of the people that I love and I ( Read more... )

I move out in four days. I move out in four days and I'm so scared. I'm so scared and excited and frustrated and insane. There's so many mixed feelings. I want to cry. All I've wanted to do for the past two weeks is cry ( Read more... )

tonight you stooped to my level ( Read more... )

1. Do you like anyone?: uhm.. yes ( Read more... )

I am sad. I am sad, pissed off, angry, sitting here feeling helpless, dissapointed, and silent. I am wondering how it is, that almost every person in this room, almost every woman i walk past, almost... EVERY . WOMAN . ON . THIS . EARTH... has been abused, battered, raped, and taken advantage of in one form or another. I am sitting here crying ( Read more... )