Today was bad.
Absolutely terrible.
Liquid fast for the rest of the week. Wish me luck.

:'( <3

Current stats:
HW: 131
LW: 120
CW: 121
STG: 112
LTG: 105
HT: 5'6"

umm...EW FAT. I hate my body so much. I can't wait to be skinny, to see my bones. Seriously the only thing that makes me happy all the time is my boyfriend. He is so amazing. <3333

I've decided to try something new. Normally I set a calorie amount and that's what I eat every day. But now since I still feel disgusting, I'm going to eat as little as possible for as long as I can. When I do get unbearably hungry, or feel like I'm going to faint, ill eat very little of something really, really low in calories. I need to be 105. I ( Read more... )

Well, all I have to say is I HATE THANKSGIVING! im scared to go weigh myself...

Wish me luck! Stay strong & think thin.

Well, I was doing really, really good today until I got home. My mom made this egg omlette sort of thing that I really like. I had a couple bites and then had a cookie. Today was supposed to be a zero day. I'm so upset with myself. Tomorrow and the next day will be zero days to make up for it then I'll start the 0123 diet. I feel so dirty when I ( Read more... )

i havent written in so long..so much to write ( Read more... )

well today wasnt too bad. i didnt eat anything only water and a coffee in the morning. it actually wasnt that hard to do today. 2hrs cardio again. hopefully ill weigh less tmw ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in soo long. soo much school work ( Read more... )

well i decided to start this livejournal because i really need a place to vent and stuff. this morning i went to pick up my ridiculously expensive art supplies and saw my bf at micheals which made me happy for a while. then i had work for 5 hours whcih sucked incredibly and put me in a bad mood..which im still in. oh well. we'll see what happens