it seems i find the pursuit of -the other- more noble. this is my pattern. i have no shame. he does no intentional wrong. the only "wrong" felt is my own angst and agony in the process of labeling our relationship. though he is largely socially formed in a hardcore scene, he doesn't echo the disrespect i experienced in that scene. he is not an ( Read more... )

what is a heart to do ( Read more... )

artistically i feel i have more momentum than ever previously...though that's not to say much. it's only going to get better, that i'm sure of ( Read more... )

so i'm involved with someone, with the slightest bit of seriousness. it's the first of that kind since thien ( Read more... )

p.s.

dear carrie,
please stop spending your money on useless stuff. spend it on things that enrich your life delight. period.

i "recently" joined match.com and here's something i've noticed ( Read more... )

i just fell back in love with gavin castleton. and life.

these days have been a trip.

i'm tipsy by 7 post meridian, and up early for yoga, and back to reading some haiku to make your soul smile.

some crazy fucking.

i got a "diamond" put on my tooth.
lateral incisor...because that's how i feel like rocking it this year/summer in williamsburg.

writing songs. hits.

laying out on my billyburg rooftop.

alright!

"Nowadays, because of the shifting winds of the factories and the rising temperatures of the earth, the snow never comes in an onslaught anymore but by a slow accretion in the night, omentary suds. The world, a tired performer, offers us another half-assed season."

so my trip to florida was stressful but pretty decent.

i flew back on friday, my birthday, and went straight to see DIPLO and BONDE DO ROLE.....fucking badasssssssssss

BONDE DO ROLE get my shit did. fo rill