It only took a moment to realize that I will never be that way.
I'ts hard to live up to such a person.
I'm in complete awe.

"Whew" I'm finished no more piercings, color changes, and most definitely no more tattoos. I'm done, the tattoo was a pain to get but i survived. WOOT!!!!!

Saturday was awesome.
All these things things I said I would never do I did. It just goes to show that you should never say never. I think when I get older I'm going to have a problem with Smirnoff.

I'm happy to say that my WTF period is officially over.

Yesterday was one of the craziest days ever. What started out and a normal O.C. night turned into a trip of going to the movies, thus I missed out of all the craziness of the O.C ( Read more... )

*sigh* As my world falls apart i know that i have people in my life that truly do care what happens to me.
I don't think i can ever get over this kind of betrayal...
Everything is different and nothing can ever be the same.
Oh well, i'll bounce back i always do!

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... I'm not in a good mood right now, I have to go meet with a lawyer tomorrow.

I owe it all to jackie for my new piercing!!!!!!
That was my x-mas present from her, she was great throughout the entire process today. She calmed me down and helped me keep it clean so i won't get any infections!!!!
JACKIE IS MY HERO!!!!! She's soooo brave for coming with me today!!!!

AHHHHH!!!!!!!! THE PAIN OF IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lol, I'm soooooo excited I can't believe that I just did this, it hurts like a BITCH!!!!!!
I have to do so many things to keep it sterile and keep rotating the ring so it won't get infected and kill me. I have a picture of it on my myspace go and check it out if you

My christmas cheer has finally left and now I am no longer running around like a hyper active elf ( Read more... )