Mid way through this I thought: my mother makes me so angry so I figured I'd post it at the top ( Read more... )

Today I was in the gym without my iPod.  This meant I was subjected to gym TV time.  And Jerry Springer was on the TV  and all I could think was "Why ( Read more... )

Today was my birthday.  And lots of people forgot.  Including people who were talking to me all day today.

I haven't updated this in a long time and even though no one reads it I feel like updating ( Read more... )

I don't know who reads this anymore but I needed to just... let it out I guess.

Today, October 20th 2008 is five years since my grandpa passed away.  And I don't really know what to say about that.  Five years.  That's a long fucking time.  But I don't feel it.  But at the same time I do.

When I think about missing him and it hurting I feel like the ( Read more... )

im just incredibly pissed.

Musketeers already got an e-mail about this but I had the most ridiculous weekend you could possibly ever imagine ever. EVER ( Read more... )

im really depressed and i honestly dont know why. i feel incredibly out of place all the time unless i'm just with dan. i have mono which means i have no motivation or energy to do anything including hang out with my friends and as a result i feel incredibly alone. i can't even write e-mails. i have no motivation to do that. i haven't sung in ( Read more... )

hahahaha wow people are completely amazing. Especially those who are... more immature (to use a euphemism ( Read more... )

So a good friend (who shall remain nameless bc too many people know her) was just diagnosed with breast cancer...