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[wilting_flower1]

Had the weirdest dream about self harming. And I have / remember like 2 dreams a year, seriously. So when I do dream, it's really scary because they are always so REAL. So, if i've used up my two dreams this year ~ they've both been disturbing and unsettling and horrible. yay

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[journey_to_fit]

don't worry about rambling hun! i do it in my journal all the time. i think that's partly what journals are for! just try and remember it's only a dream... it's only real if you make it real. sorry it was so unsettling for you. =(
hope you're able to get some rest soon... i know i get completely screwed up when i'm sleep deprived and depressed and stressed and etc.
I think "better" is a vague and useless term. Everybody has struggles, no one is every completely better or completely worse, moods naturally fluctuate, just try and keep moving forward, try not to dwell on unpleasant emotions if you can.

and i do care about you. if you want somebody to talk to i'm here for you. i have a couple different instant messengers if you'd like. (: take care. xoxo

[wilting_flower1]

you're completely right, I don't know what better is. I probably never will, it's more of a scale?
Thank you :) I might take you up on that, actually ;) We don't speak much but you seem lovely and very interesting.
xxx

[journey_to_fit]

eh, i just hope that there's more good than bad for you in your life.
and thanks hun, do you have any type of messenger?
i have yahoo and msn, if you are interested.

[wilting_flower1]

yeah! I have MSN it's anouschka101@hotmail.co.uk
What time zone are you in? I'm in the UK so GMT :)