I'm just afraid that Ian thinks I'm "just another girl" who had a crush on 'im, just some girl who liked 'im, so he tells this "non-special girl" that he just wants to be frieds, and now everythin' is back to normal and a big ol' ray o' freakin' sunshine, and he didn't loose a thing. And I can't prove myself; that, (and I quote this from my highly ( Read more... )

I think the AIM conversation I had with Rachel would say it all... By the way, this is after yet another crash and burn, after Dave. So it goes like Dave, then the less recent crash and burn, and now the one that hurt most so far, the one I've had a crush on for over a month. Ian ( Read more... )

Damn, it's been a while. He he, sowwy. =n.n ( Read more... )

AHAHHA!! WHEE! I'm feelin' a lil happier!! ^___________^!! But, I could be in a more normal, happy mood, I have to admit. I guess it's because of a couple things.. For one, I had a lil heart-to-heart with my mom last night, which made me more than half an hour late to bed.. Made it very hard to get up at 7:30 this mornin', but I finally got up ( Read more... )

I know, it says in the sub-text er whatever... I'm a hyper, art-fanatic tomboy. Well, for my first entry, I ain't feelin' so giddy. It's the middle o' the night, and I couldn't sleep 'cause I started to cry. Yeah, that was no typo, folks. I cried... and the tears kept me awake. Dude, I thought I'd keep one o' these if the moon turned into steamed ( Read more... )