So I should be in bed sleeping already. Probably should have been hours ago yet here I sit. School starts tomorrow. I'm excited to actually start doing something with my life again, but I'm afraid I won't be able to handle it. I mean I handled high school, PSO, extra curriculars, and a job.. but I'm still worried. I don't want to be some kind of ( Read more... )

Last night I was talking with a friend of mine who is a senior this year. It's hard to believe that it was just a year ago that I was in his place. The stress and worrying about college applications, scholarships, homework, work, extra-curriculars, planning prom, and everything in between. Now I have no idea what I am doing. I mean I don't regret ( Read more... )

Wow, it has been over 4 months since I have left any kinda of statement on here. THat mainly has to do with the fact that I've been using Xanga a lot because one of my really good friends has been keeping up a journal there. Though I've always enjoyed LJ more. Oh well.

It is incredibly hot out :-(

Last night was a lot of fun. Beth called me around noon asking if I wanted to go to fireworks and that her and Rachel were trying to get as many people as they could. So I ended up talking to Nicole to make sure she was going so I had a ride and the plans were set ( Read more... )

I am having a bad day. Though I'm not sure if that really is the right way to put it. It's not as if everything is going wrong today. The best way to put it I guess would be to say that I'm hurt/angry/frustrated/worried all because of one person in my household. I just wish she'd understand what her actions are going to do. Personally he's not ( Read more... )

Last night I went to my school's musical and it was really good. I'd say definitely better then Grease from last year. I treated my grandma to ice cream and then we headed to the school. There were times during the musical though that I would take my attention away from the stage and just look around the auditorium. It's so weird that so many ( Read more... )

Happy Belated Birthday to me! Yesterday was my birthday. It was much better than last years. The morning didn't start off too good, but the middle was good. The end was just a tad sour, but nothing to touch the middle of the day. The phone calls from people made my day :-) Well, I need to actually work in class today so this ends here. Hopefully I ( Read more... )

I hate being confused. What am I confused about? Pretty much everything. :-/

Okay, so my computer has been returned, but it's not 100% though it's not Dave's fault.

I suddenly have a major headache. Lovely.

I need a friend to talk to, so I'm off to try and get a hold of one if I even have any anymore.