You get to a point when you're so seperated by time and space that you just start to forget. Its not that you forget that he could make you feel warm, secure, and happy. You more forget what being all those things feels like. Being apart doesn't hurt, its just not perfect enough ( Read more... )

You got me tripping, oh, stumbling, oh, *mumble*ing, oh, *mumble*ing, oh, clumsy cuz i'm fallin in love, in, in love. Haha, I love that song despite myself ( Read more... )

I close my eyes against the sky, but the sun blazes its way through my eyelids, disregarding my wish for darkness. When I finally open them, the world is all blues and greens, discolored and seemingly fake; the way a flashback looks in the movie.

Hello faithful readers. I know its been a while. Though my last entry would suggest it, I have not been in a perpetual state of dejection. On the contrary, my life right around this time is happy and exciting. Not for anything on my behalf, my situation remains unchanged for the present, but Tressa is getting married this weekend ( Read more... )

I am having the worst day ever. I'll tell you guys about it later but here's a brief update. The last post was about an UNPAID internship in New York that I was really excited about and I went to interview for. After spending 300 dollars and my only 2 days off driving and not getting any sleep, I didn't get it. I feel like such a failure. More ( Read more... )

Sooo, tomorrow I am embarking on an adventure. I am not sure as of yet the promise that it holds, and thus, I am not willing to disclose the substance that draws me away from the comfort of my home. However, upon my return I will divulge all the details of my glorious victory, or bitter defeat. Until then, AU REVOIR!

Do you ever have something trigger a memory, something random and unimportant, and then have that memory make you realize just how much you've lost in your life? There are so many people and places in all our that we'll never see again. I'm becoming someone that I like, I think, but sometimes I just want to let myself drown in the past because I ( Read more... )

As an update to the previous entry, my parents seem to be getting along better...weirdly better actually. It was about 5-6 days of absolute hell, and then the next night we all played board games in the living room as a family. =/ I'm not complaining, it just seems odd to me. I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but things seem like they've ( Read more... )

So things at home suck right now. Its amazing how life can swing between such extremes. Christmas was awesome. I got some really cool stuff and I'm pretty sure that everyone I got stuff for loved my gifts. My family is amazing ( Read more... )

Didn't get it. This blows. >[