Life is pretty good right now. My situation hasn't changed a whoooole lot, but it's summer, and that amongst other things (like good friends and camping trips) makes things pretty fantastic. Sometimes its hard to look on the bright side. And sometimes it's the opposite. Despite my cheery entry, I'm in probably the worst mood I've been in for ( Read more... )

Okay so wow. Its been a while ( Read more... )

I'm getting that feeling again. The one that you get when you forgot to do something really important, but you can't remember what that thing is. Its just a sinking feeling that won't go away until you've gone step by step through everything you did the day before, and the day before that, and the day before that. And its so uncomfortable that ( Read more... )

For a long time now I've been damming up everything that I feel. It started with comments from other people that I use my emotion to manipulate others, and then it continued with the necessity to be stronger for my sisters. I let it out in little bits and pieces to different people, and that helps I think. I only ever lose it and let it all out ( Read more... )

A glass tipped over, spilling its contents onto the table and floor. In a rage she back-handed the remaining glass across the dining room, startling the other customers into silent murmurs about her behavior. She couldn't understand which surprised them more; the sudden outburst, or the realization that she was a real person to be considered and ( Read more... )

Places like this made him feel uncomfortable and embarassed to be a member of his sex, but when he saw her dancing on stage, he couldn't help but stare. She was moving slowly and deliberately in their direction, but no one in the joint was fooled into thinking that any of them were her destination. As she came closer to him he could see freckles ( Read more... )

And as her eyes adjusted and the world looked less surreal, she wished desperately that the colored film would come back. Then it would be the past again, and possible decisions that she never dreamed would have a heavy impact on present life could be altered ( Read more... )

A lot in my life is changing. I hope its not everything though.

Got a job yesterday! Yep, got the official call from NovaCare. I don't want to make a big deal out of it as it is a customer service job with sub-par hours, but I am still really really really excited. New car, new haircut, new job. Baby steps, just baby steps. =p ( Read more... )

I don't believe in God. That doesn't mean that I don't believe in anything, however. I believe in people, I believe in myself, and today, I believe in life. I see things, creatures and plants, that live and breathe and survive in a way that is so completely different from my own way of living. Why do people find it so hard to simply be amazed ( Read more... )