Dear Jessica,

Thank you very much for your interest in helping to rebuild the Flyerettes. At this time, however, all positions to assist with the squad are filled. I will keep your information should a need arise to contact you in the future.

Sincerely,
Nicole Gross

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...well shit. =(

So after that last entry I stayed up until 6:30 in the morning when I had a 10 hour work shift that day ( Read more... )

Come back to Pittsburgh fool ( Read more... )

I graduated. Awesome, I guess. =/

I'm back in Pittsburgh for a while till I can figure out what I want to do with my life. Suggestions are welcome. Thanks. =p

I want to update and tell you all how I'm feeling right now, but I just can't. =/ Its all too overwhelming. I want to be having fun and doing ever little collegey thing I possibly can, but in a way I feel like I did this all already last year. Its hard to go through it again. Everything's just so sad. I'll write more when I can stop crying ( Read more... )

So I just got home from my last POD softball game ever. And I never really considered it before, but I probably won't ever get the chance to play softball again. I mean, maybe someday I will get to coach my kids or something like that, but unless by some random chance whatever restaurant employs me has a softball team, it seems unlikely ( Read more... )

Seriously, I want to just put life on hold until I am ready to deal with everything. Graduation is coming up so fast, and I am so ready to be out of here and to start my life like all my other friends have.....but then again, WTF am I even going to do?!?! I have so many papers to do, and that math test thingy that I have to take, and I have to ( Read more... )

Due to some complaints about my lack of updates, I have finally decided to buckle down and let you all know what I have been up to...since its much better than writing the paper that I should actually be working on ( Read more... )

...so I realize that just about every entry that I write in this god forsaken thing is all emo or pissy or depressing, but its my fucking journal, so whatever. Plus, what else is a journal for but to rant when you feel just too angry or upset to actually talk to anybody ( Read more... )

Well I forgot to update after break about everything that happened over break. It was amazing, and that pretty much covers it. My friends are amazing, my family is amazing, and Pittsburgh is amazing. I got a ton of cool stuff for Christmas and I think I gave a lot of cool gifts too. Since it was about a month ago though, I really can't remember ( Read more... )