shutting down the ol' LJ and trading up for a blog.

woo hoo.

One thing about my blogs, Im going to try my mightiest not to post when Im sad.

So far this weekend has been great. Friday I hungout with Trish and Jamie. I was serenading Kate with the new Mariah Carey ( Read more... )

feelings sad or having people know that i'm not well?

right now I am sad. right now I am crying and feeling low. And I think about the people that care about me, and I think about calling them, but that means they know I'm not better. and if they know I'm not well, they why would they want me in their life?

where am I going in life? I'm always going to be living with depression, but is it always going to be controlling me ( Read more... )

the negatives ( Read more... )

the positives ( Read more... )

There's a common theme in my posts. Anger. So much of it, and even I get tired of my complaining.
So I try not to post all my issues that I'm having and hope to make postings about positive, or even neutral things. But guess what! those don't happen often.

Last two weekends, I've been sick. This is awful. Im doing a darn good job of getting rest and staying hydrated. I dont go out. I just sit around rest. so why are my sicknesses still lasting so long ( Read more... )

I have been under so much stress in all aspects of my life that my body finally said ENOUGH ( Read more... )

still unpacking.

But, I am loving my new place. The sunlight has really improved my mood. Cougar is happier too.

Things I plan on obtaining:
A big girl bed. Full/Double. new sheets, new blankets.
loveseat/couch.
round coffee table.