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Doing well today. Excited about vacation. I was almost scared to be excited about it, but it seems that i'm really going! Freaking sweet! Yay!!! -
uh, what to say
not really sure what to say. my mind is a jumble of random thoughts that seem to come back to one point. i am not happy where i am. but it is not worth it to hurt the one i love. i have to get him to realize that we might love each other, but it doesnt mean we are compatable. that we should be together. people love others they shouldnt all the time ( Read more... ) -
Anxiety
i have been battling some serious anxiety lately. trying to wait it out and let it pass. but apparently the fates are not seeing things the same. i feel as though i am being led down a path, but i am fighting every step of the way. grasping in a futile attempt to keep things the same as they have been. i have known that someday soon my position in ( Read more... ) -
sittin at work
so here i am sitting at work wondering if i should go get some food for lunch. the massage i just did was wierd. The guy didnt speak english! how am i supposed to give a sucessful and relaxing massage if we cant communicate? either way he was kinda smelly and i am not particularly hungry. it tends to put a damper on my appetite. oh well. i know i ( Read more... ) -
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so im not working at that job anymore. dammit the search begins again. -
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so i got a job!!! i get to start tomorrow! yay!
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