Christmas eve and all I can say is if I have a wish and that wish is to come true, I just wish to be happy forever

This part of my heart feels dull. I no longer feel happy. I'm devastated what have become of us. I'm going away. I will keep to my side of the promise ( Read more... )

i'm not the strong too. i keep myself so busy and tired that i don't have time to think about anything nor the energy to do so but hell with it. i'm already at rock bottom, any lower its hell. after all, its already been 5 months since the break up. time flies and my life still sucks as ever.

I'm not being melodramatic here but alas! the year came and went by so fast that 27 days later, I will lose the status of being a 21 year old and fully take on the role of being a 22 year old. Honestly, I can't wait to grow up and be accepted as an adult. At the same time, I don't want to lose youth to work and work. I want to be young and capable ( Read more... )

Sorry is irrelevant. There’s no point being sorry about something unless you
can do something about it. And you can’t. We can’t go back in time. We
can’t change what happened. - Chloe | Sleeping Arrangements - Madeleine Wickham

When I no longer have your heart
I will not request your body
your presence
or even your polite conversation.
I will go away to a far country
separated from you by the sea
-- on which I cannot walk --
and refrain even from sending
letters
describing my pain.

-Alice Walker.

I would like to think this 2 days of May might be one of the most epic days in my days of May 2010. Do you get what I'm saying?? Haha its too hilarious and fucking epic already. Laughed too much. But all's good. It felt like we were in the past, young and crazy. Just that I was bobbing to the music with a terrible ache in the neck due to my ( Read more... )

no this is the exam period. i am thoroughly sick of macdonalds and having macs for dinner. any kind souls to save our three asses? save us from the same food every single fucking day. yes my exams are coming. and it ends on the 1st of june. just shoot me in the head.

continuation from the last picchas post (if anybody bother to even check this out.)

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last sat, hand-in-hand, we roamed the streets of balestier to look for the combat durian stall. it was cooling that night and he did not mind walking from boon tong kee all the way up to find the combat durian stall. we could have drove there but i was glad we walked. nothing special but i felt happy at that point of time.