It's so interesting to me that we both are starting to get interested in things that we both loved so much (and drew us together) and gave up when we were over.
We've both found happiness apart from another (though you did much before I had) and it's all I've ever wanted.
Being home for a little while makes me miss southern california. Being home for a little while makes me hate southern california, and everything it stands for, and makes me appreciate san francisco a million time more.
In short, holiday breaks always make me conflicted but grateful for san francisco and my sf family.