i work over 40 hours a week. and im loving every minute of it. might be getting a "promotion" soon. more news on that later. school sucks. i want to just give up. im thinking... fuck high school ill get my ged. im looking at psu and up anyways.. so what does it matter ( Read more... )

im deleting this. or at least making it all private from now on because really there isnt any of you that i talk to anymore besides like max. and so yeah. ciao.

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im scared.

i have that whole butterflies in the stomach, sweaty hands syndrome.

what the hell did i do?

school starts in one week. i. am. speechless.

search in october.

i wish i could just be okay.

i dont care.

smile. it has become my new mantra.

fuck.

i haven't been to sleep in two in a half days ( Read more... )

life sucks.  people are bitches. specially certain people. school is starting. i really dont want it to. interesting stories to tell. not that any of you fuckers care.

i just found my old itunes library... and ive fallen in love with Fuel again. goodness.

*sigh* school is almost here.. i can feel it looming around the corner.. and i haven't really done anything this summer..

ive had the week from fucking hell. im so glad its saturday. maybe next week will be better.

call me if anyone wants to get together before ( Read more... )

[[ This Summer... Have You ]]

1. Had a crush? Yes
2. Cried? Yes
3. kissed anyone?: Yes
4. been on a vacation to a different state?: No
5. been on a vacation to a different country?: No
6. been to the beach?: Yes :-)
7. been to the boardwalk?: no
10. snuck out?: no
11. had a sleepover?: too many
12. stayed up all night?: too many times to count
13. slept in ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

i have decided that i want to enter the ok go dance contest. elsa is my only convert. i need two more people who are up to it. you have to be dedicated though... cause we could totally win.  anyone up for doing this? video has to be in my august 30th, so wed have to learn the dance by then and have a tape of us. lemme know...