Empty and frantic.

HELP, I DON'T KNOW IF I WANT TO MOVE TO GERMANY OR NOT.

I should probably be in school, but this is an easy out.

Also Caiti would be in the same country as me.

Help.

Help.

Help.

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Living tomorrow is everyone's sorrow
Modern man's daydreams have turned into nightmares

P.S. I could listen to the Black Flag 1982 demos exclusively for the rest of my life and that would be okay.

I am at Disneyland, but as you know, grief knows no vacation. I am always crying in public.

Having a good time though. I want to live in the Haunted Mansion.

Phantom limbs.

Happy Father's Day.

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loneliness isn’t being alone, it’s when someone loves
you and you don’t have it in you to love them back

It is a luxury to be understood.

It’s been about a month since I drank last. I think I’m just going to cut it out entirely. Alcohol is affecting me in an entirely different way. The sensation of being intoxicated is no longer a novelty. It is burdensome.

My feelings never change a bit, I always feel like shit.