So its been way too long since I last wrote in here. So much has changed, so much has happened, so much to describe. I'll start with probably the largest bit of news, Joe and I are over, finished, done and I seriously dislike him. He ended it and I'll admit it was hard, but I'm done, I'm over it. He is no longer a part of my life and I kind of ( Read more... )

So yes I admit it has been awhile since I have put anything in here. But for some reason I don't really write in here when I'm happy. LoL I'm gonna change that. So the second semester of my freshman year of college has begun. And so far it has been pretty good. I had my first midterm of the term and it kicked my ass. It was in Calculus. Joe ( Read more... )

Why does all my intense writing and inspiration come late at night?

Love, a four letter word with so many meanings. Now when this word comes to mind so do questions. Can this be happening? Am I just confusing myself? Is this a mistake? Does he feel this to? But you know that there are times when it is different. When you answer each of those questions with the right answer. No not the right answer the ( Read more... )

So I'm in my dorm room on yet another dreary night but tonight the rain doesn't seem to get me down. My day today was one of the better ones. I managed to wake up on time even after getting slightly drunk last night. Yes I know it was a tuesday night but hey you only live life once. Joe did one of the sweetest things last night asking me to the ( Read more... )

So I'm in another one of those moods. Why I have no clue it is just here. I can't help but be upset and mad at the same time. I want it to stop but I'm just so upset right now. There is something wrong with me but I can't figure it out. Something is making me hate life so much right now, because I do. But yea so other than me being in a ( Read more... )

So hello again. Actually hello after awhile. I don't know why at this moment I choose to write in here but I do. So I had my first and last midterm today. I think I did ok. But I'm the kind of person who will think I did ok on a test and then suprise I actually did bad. Depressing isn't it? Oh well. I can hope for the best ( Read more... )

Hello well I haven't put much in here lately. My life has been quite hectic in the last month or so. I am now a college student. Actually right now I am sitting in my dorm room writing this. So far my college experience has been good. Crazy yes but good. I've made some great friends, Morgan, Joe, Anne, and so many others. It was hard the ( Read more... )

Yo so well I actually haven't put anything in here for months now! Sorry about that. So summer has been going well I've just been working and partying!! LoL That's how I roll. So much has happened this summer. Especially in the relm of relationships and stuff. Josh and I are well we are.... something. Haha and well there have been other ( Read more... )

Hey so what's up. This is probably the latest I've ever typed in here but here we go. I don't know how I actually am awake right now. Especially since I only slept about 5 hours last night. But yes I am still awake. Maybe its because I have so many thoughts on my mind. Thoughts about Josh mostly. Actually well I've never really put anything ( Read more... )