Oh wow so I just watched the best movie and just guess what it was... lol Mamma Mia! It was very good, totally made me a lot happier. Despite all the crappy things going on right now. So no surprise I'm not getting along with my Dad again... I'm just tired of all his bullshit. I wish he could just respect me but no everything I say is usually ( Read more... )

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow! Mmm baby its cold outside. So we got snow! In Corvallis! Where we never get snow! So exciting. I don't understand how any one could hate the snow, it just makes me so happy. It makes me want to curl up in a blanket with some hot chocolate and a good book and just stay warm. Not much is better than that ( Read more... )

So I am in Hood River, for the first time in about 2 months, the weird thing is that my parents aren't here. They are in Texas. Its weird to be here without them, its oddly quiet and different. I really miss them, especially with it being Thanksgiving. Usually Kaela and I at least spend it with my Mom. Also another sad but different thing, is ( Read more... )

Can my life get any more crazy. I dumped Jason, its over for good. It's hard but I just know that he and I aren't right for each other, there are too many differences and it was eventually going to happen. Better to do it before we get way too attached. Honestly I'm doing this for him. Believe me it gets so much harder after loving some one ( Read more... )

You wouldn't believe it but it only gets more complicated. Jason came down here for the weekend. And it was the most emotional, incredible, amazing weekend I've had in a long time. Oh what am I going to do? He told me he loves me, that he loves me, he shouldn't love me, I'm not someone you should love. Its just not a good idea. I can't make a ( Read more... )

I'm in a bad situation and I just don't know what to do. So here it goes. One one side I have a great guy who I know will some day love me, I know he would never hurt me and he is stable, I see my future with him, I see possibilities. Then on the other side there is this fun new guy, just finishing his first year of college, he's a dancer and so ( Read more... )

So its been awhile I guess, I should probably make a habit of writing in here more. So I have moved into my apartment and I have to say I'm really enjoying living here. It's nice to finally have my own place and it will be even better when my sister moves in this September ( Read more... )

So life is changing once again for me. I'm moving in less than 2 days into an apartment. My room is in boxes and feels very empty, kind of like how my life feels right now. So empty. So yet another relationship has ended, another on my journey through life. And I'll admit it, I miss him like crazy. But I guess the difference this time is I ( Read more... )

Oh man have I had too much to eat tonight. LoL The guys and I ordered a 26" pizza from pizza pipeline and well we finished it. I had 3 pieces. Holy crap craziness ( Read more... )

Sometimes you wonder can life get any more crazy. Honestly I want to run away and I don't know why. I mean yeah I'm happy but really am I honestly happy or am I just forcing it. Am I just acting like I'm happy knowing if things changed I would be unhappy. This weekend was great but just great not amazing. Just great... How can I just say that ( Read more... )