I have once again hurt by Lewis. Why does he keep saying I am selfish? I have always thought I had done a great deal for him. While I admit I can be selfish where he is concerned since I want him all to myself. I have tried to share him as best as I was able. This constant reminder that I can be forgetful at times, but it is not from selfish ( Read more... )

 Okay I would like some explanation as to why Lewis can lie and tell tales about our relationship, but when I find out about it I am not allowed to be angry. Granted it was from his sent email box and I probably shouldn't have looked. But the things he wrote and the way I was talked about as if I was less than a human being

 moving over to my Lady of Kismet account need a place to post that it won't be easy for people I don't want to read my posts to find them. Need a more private place cause need to keep my journal up.

So at what point do you say enough is enough? How many fibs or outrageous stories? When do we all say no more? I am sure we all have a point to which we will say enough is enough. I often wonder how do we come to that conclusion since it seems when I think I am to that point I end up talking myself into buying into it and sticking around. I am 30 ( Read more... )

Maybe this is a rhetorical question but at what point do you say enough is enough? At what point do you stop believing everything? To bear the hurt in silence hoping that it will change or go away. To not be sure what is truth and what isn't? I suspect is is since I am in Vegas and with nothing much to do except think and drink that I have become ( Read more... )

Well been trying to stay busy lately and have been keeping my fingers crossed on whether or not i would get accepted at the various universities I have applied to in London. I have been only half heartly looking for another job. Hopefully I will be back in London here soon. The trip to Vegas looms and hopefully it will be fun however I think mom ( Read more... )

Mr. and Mrs. Fitzwilliam Darcy, where to begin....... Well first of all let me begin with being sad to say that the author took the estimable romance of Lizzy and Darcy and somehow turned Darcy into a social uneasy fellow almost made me cry. The story by Jane Austen derived it's name from the fact that it is both Lizzy's and Darcy's pride and ( Read more... )

Okay rough day at work but it was only made worse by a coworker. I have been on a reading binge reading a lot of old books found in a box while cleaning. Some of them I haven't read since high school, so I am falling in Love with epic stories and have determined that UD didn't completely kill my love of the Illiad. Well just getting into 1984, ( Read more... )

Well love our barn cats one of them brought a baby squirrel up onto the porch. Thankfully it wasn't too hurt, but have no clue what to do with it.  Thankfully we have a rescue nearby hopefully I will be able to drop it off tomorrow. Well be watching this debate and well don't think Palin did well. But suppose that is in the eyes of the beholder. Oh ( Read more... )

“Only Thing We Have to Fear Is Fear Itself”: FDR’s First Inaugural Address”
The above is a link to FDR's speech. The one in which he outlined how to pull the country out of the great depression and the collapse of our market from the crash of 1929. And I sat back and read those amazing words written by an amazing man and have to wonder why  we ( Read more... )