sorry, livejournal, for neglecting you as i have. i've moved on to tumblr, twitter> and the facebook. i'll still always come back to you for bitching and drunken rants.

i am working on a "365 days of me" or "project 365". just began today. if you're interested, go to my tumblr account and check it out. i'm doing the project 365 AND just posting ( Read more... )

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well, i stated drining at eleven. walked down to the liquor store for smokes and ended up with that and a couple 40's.

smoked the pack of smokes and went through the two 40's. was sitting here and koz came up with two more 40's just for me. i love the people i live with.

hooay for booze and awesome people!

today, i'm reliving the olden days.

sarturday will be me going to the movies to see juno with a cute girl. drinks afterward of course. it'll be a good night.

about to lay down .i wish misty was here to lay with me.

25

i'd waited for her since high school. tonight, i felt her lips on mine. damn, i can't get passed it. it was amazing. yeah, indeed.

here recently, it seems the more i try ti slip under the cracks and avoid this shit, the more it seems to find me.
goddamn it all.

my bed is cold with no one to share it with. as much as i put on the happy face, seeing these kids and their great relationships and shit going well and fantastic, well that's almost too much for me the longer i see it. it's almost as though scott and courtney go around the corner to kiss just so i won't see them. it's sweet and sickening. i ( Read more... )

she and i talked on the phone for a few hours. it was just like the old days. only we're both a little bit older and she's seen a little bit of life and growing up now. this is amazing ( Read more... )