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omg i cant even describe the things going through my head right know. this is insane. how am i in the position where i am in love with someone and they dont even consider how i feel? ;like they are the only ones that feel anything ( Read more... ) -
i cant let go of this dream.
i had so much to say but instead of typing it in here i sent it off away in a text message with hope to god that someone can step outside them self for a fucking moment and figure out what the fuck it is that i am trying to tell them ( Read more... ) -
Homeless...again??
i dont want to be homeless again. i have been trying so hard and doing my best to create a foundation to build on, for/with myself and a foundation to be able to build on with someone else. i am so in love with someone, who at the moment, im not even sure if they know or care if im alive anymore. i feel in a train completely speeding in a direction ( Read more... ) -
i'm tired. it's all bullshit.
you ever come across those great pretenders. the ones that think they can have anything and everything they want. the people who take but are not willing to give. the one's who think they know it all and everything will end up the way it should. the one's who think that they invented the light in the day. they think they are the sun and that the ( Read more... ) -
hela. turn a negative into a positive picture.
the immortal qualities of cells that bring many to the end of life, hold the key to our immortal life.
the structure, the process and the life cycle, and it's presence in motion. -
"Coral charm peonies, amaranthus, viburnum..."
so, things that must be done. add to resume. fix julie's house. 2nd job. school. move out...?. save. side business, while finishing schooling. travel a bit. a home. a family. babies. wither old and grey.
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Make it grow.
the guenthard children should go to amsterdam, copenhagen, paris, morocco, and the uk, spain, italy...... together for fun. one day we shall be saved up to see he world together in a new light and find some new inspiration for life and loving what's in it. maybe i will one day have enough for everyone. we shall see. we shall see. -
i'm thirsty.
so i need to be more consistent with everything in my life. like as consistent as i am with annoying people i should be being respectful of. why i sabotage myself i don't know. i wish i could just run away. i wish people didn't think so many shitty things about me or talk to much crap. i think life would be much easier if it was more like that. i ( Read more... ) -
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facebook is so fucking whack. there is something off about it. something about tracking everyone all the time just isn't right. i feel like my rights are being abused without me knowing about it. not cool. and no i will not give you more personal information so you can give it to other people, facebook. you are wrong ( Read more... ) -
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the keys are jingling in front of my face the doors i create with a blink of an eye. looking back to look forward is the onlything instinct i have. how could it work any other way?...?