wow livejournal sure has changed its upmost image since i have written last. tilla tequeefla counldn't keep it together. epic-fail for woman-kind. ... yuck.

my dreams lately, strange..

can't remember at the moment.

it's amazing how much can happen in so little time. i moved out on my birthday. i had a cold, work, and started a business all within a few days. it was fricking insane. i lived in a small studio apartment from february 24th to august 20th this year. i lived by myself. i loved living my myself. it was peaceful and relaxing. i began to build ( Read more... )

some people may view me as selfish, but i think i have been in self denial.
not so much a mastery of self-control, but definitely a denial of physical sensation.
if only he knew. if only i knew.

cant come down from this high. i want to cry. i saw chris today at the bank and he was so cold towards me. he seems so untouchable. its lightheaded. floating. i think, try to calm yourself. hope is such a strong word with nothing much behind it. all my lies i have ever collected from all of the mouthes that once told i love you. take me out of here ( Read more... )

sometimes i think face book allows people to see things they should never see. moments that are supposed to be trapped in specific space and time are suddenly strewn across the media billboard willingly by those in those moments. i want to forget everything except the good parts. nothing mediocre or moderate. nothing that happens over and over ( Read more... )

stuck in this dark hole of a town. exposed feet sink into the dusty feathers from the molting bird once ready to take flight. frying in the grease that keeps the everyday grind churning. im tired of waiting for others to catch up and slow down. running in circles, zigging through the zags, to catch paper dead presidents as energy continues to ( Read more... )

at your will i tremble for lies that are omit, for eyes that have not opened, for gates through you have slipped. at your will i tremble for fear of wants that can't be won, for things are yet to happen and past that has been done. simply complex, but the simple complexities grid and graph the sights of disillusion on my face. wholly a complete ( Read more... )

finally coming down off that highway and back around where the streets like veins through the city, pumping life moving and churning the blood of the city, the people zooming from here to there, flowing and keeping the city alive. verberations instilled in my every being need to soon be put to rest.

i am in a place in my life were i actually know where i am and where i want to be. i know how to get there and what it is going to take to be successful at what i want to do. i am fully capable of doing what i want to do and the only thin that is stopping me now...meow huh... is myself. yeah, i think i have add adah ocd. some fucking d. call it ( Read more... )

Different. it's about when the general population stops procreating fast enough is when our species will cease to eggsist and the our world as we know it will end. we will end ourselves. people and pills or plants or pesticides. the fruit fly or house fly reproduces fast enough in an enough amount of time ( Read more... )