So there is a certain slow ripping feeling, a clear aching in my body as a reaction to these past few days ( Read more... )

So in the year 2004 I weighed something near and dear to 205 lbs.
To now weighing in at 130 lbs.

Those pounds might have been stored up emotions.

Damn those pictures are shocking to look at!

Life twists, one day we shine two days later there's a greasy film covering us. Sure nothing is perfect, and I have to consider just how much I must be blowing things out of proportion ( Read more... )

....and I'll be better just as soon as I am able ( Read more... )

So I'm wearing clothes that I wore in high school. Outrageous ( Read more... )

"There will be times when all the things she said will fill your head ( Read more... )

I most usually think that I have a better appreciation for life then many of the people surrounding me. I place high value on time, not cars though I must admit the usefulness of a vehicle. I get real happiness when a plant is looking poorly and I am able to set it growing green leaves again. I'd rather make or re-model something myself than to ( Read more... )

I am TRYING to do a great many things. Hoping to motivate myself, trying to look in-ward instead of always seeking information, wanting to be less lazy with my time that I am not working. As I tend to use constant work as an excuse to be very slow while I'm not at work ( Read more... )

Ever looked at the whole orchid plant? I am in love due to the several awkward parts creating a singular whole of beauty. Isn't that what every human being wants of themselves ( Read more... )

Today is an improvement. I've not solved anything other than my moodiness, a step in the correct direction more than anything ( Read more... )