i feel really out of my element. all of a sudden i've come to all sorts of conclusions and aspects of my life im going to change. no drugs, no drinking unless its a major occasion where i feel its okay. cutting back on the swearing. trying to take care of my body better- plan is to lose 20 pounds. dont see it happening. but the important thing is ( Read more... )

i got really lazy with this journal. and kinda gave up on it cause i always had to much too say and i ran outta time. kinda predictable. lets see if i can manage to update this crap normally. i just want summer back i took it for granted when it was here and i kinda knew i was. i always swear to myself im goin to the beach everyday. and then i sit ( Read more... )

today is multiple entry day becasue i need to get caught up ( Read more... )

havent updated for a while ( Read more... )

WAHOO, havent updated for a while. actually 5 days.. but nothing too exciting is going on ( Read more... )

MUCH BETTER MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. lizzzy might come down for the weekend of my birthdayyyyy! and that would make me ever soo happy cause i havent seen her since like foreeeeeeeeeverrrrrrrrr. gotta love it. OH AND NOW SHIRA IS COMNIN DOOWWN SOONISH woo woo ( Read more... )

ughhhhhh, i cant fuckin even carry a conversation with my parents without them getting mad at me and yelling at me. i really dont know the last time i was able to sit and talk with my mom. or the last time i spent a day with my whole family where it was pleasant. theres not one day where im being yelled at or yelling at one of my parents. i know ( Read more... )

HMMMMMMM. i just practically peed my pants cause laura is the luckiest whore ever. UM SHE WENT TO CANADA THIS WEEKEND FOR A BASEBALL GAME AND HAPPENED TO MEET LIKE EVERYONNNNNNNNE FROM DEGRASSIIIIIII. OMG ID CRY IF I MET THEM. THEY ARE MY LIFE. IM PATHETIC BUT I LOVE CANADIAN TEEN DRAMA. HOLY CRAP. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA im so angry i couldnt have been ( Read more... )

alrighty- this weekend so far in a nutshell ( Read more... )

okok, nothing too excitin has been happenin. this past week was schoool, blah. i started dance.. and work. but i really freakin wish i was in the wed class instead of crappy debbies. but of course wed is one of the days i have to work. and apparently nicole really wants me in her class too, she was really disappointed. which made me feel like hot ( Read more... )