Matthew gets on the bus
It's his first day of school
His heart racing so fast
Hopes he'll get home soon

Matthew wonders in his head
Why kids are so mean
Seeing and hearing what the said
Knowing the unseene

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He knows whats right
He knows whats wrong but
Why why
Does he go along
With what his friends do
With what his friends say
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I wanted to be with you
But I'm questioning if you do

Take me away from this place
My eyes are burning from the
Darkness
And i need the familiarity

Of a home
And the warmth of the snow on my roof
Trying to see the
Sky

The dreams inside my head
Dying to break me
Trying to hear the words said
So i see

The times i see you
The times you say
We cant be together
It doesnt work that way

I know that sometimes
Red is a color
But the feelings that surround me
Dont fill the hole inside of my heart

I want you
But i cant have you because
People would laugh and make
But why should i care
What other people think
But even if i didnt
You dont want me
You you you

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Thinking about making this private
Nobody reads these anyways

I met somebody
Today
They laughed along
Showed me how to
Be

I want to give them another
Day
Show them how I really
Am
Me

Having trouble deciding
How to word this
Thinking of the
Distress

Can you see me
I am screaming
Trying to get through to your
Soul

I wanted you
To show me
The way to
Freedom

Because freedom is hiding
I cant reach it
Lighting the lamp to see
in Darkness
Freedom is hiding
and i know that
when i finally catch it
I will go
To her

I showed you
into my heart and
all i got back was
Lonleyness

Dying to know how
Lying to show now
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I cant breathe when your not there
I need you right now
Hold you in my arms, let you know i care
And wont let go