So all I have been doing is trying to be the me-est me that I can ever be. And all I get in return is doubts and disbelief.

Well done.

This feels like August, 2008 all over again. Deja vue or what?

Why do I always have to wait? Why am I always the fool? After 7 years, seems like nothing has changed. And I will always be the one stuck at the same spot.

June 13th (eve of my English birthday ( Read more... )

"I hate that feeling when you're about to cry and someone asks you if there's anything wrong or to cheer up and you try to smile but you just physically can't do it and eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes me feel so defeated by life when I can't find the strengh to smile in those

At work now but seriously stoning. There's zero classes today but I still have to come to work! ): I have just disinfected the toys, vacuumed the training room, go through attendance/registration list etc. I am so bored! And I only knock off at 7pm ( Read more... )

VBFF, I LOVE YOU LONG TIME K. I HAVE NOW PROCLAIMED IT LOUD AND PROUD TO THE WORLD WIDE WEB. How much deeper can my love go manxz!? :P

Thank you for everything these 5 years, Tarzan Boy! You are an integral part of my life (;

P/S: And this is not just because of the boxes okay. It's an accumulation! (: 

Omg I knew it was a bad idea to log onto Topshop's website. Now I can't get these 4 shoes out of my mind! Especially the first 3! ): oh what am I going to do?


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I spilled the ink across the page, trying to spell your name
So I fold it up and I flick it out
Paper aeroplane
It won't fly the seven seas to you
'cos it didn't leave my room
But it awaits the hands of someone else
The garbage man

Got to say, mmm mmm mmm

So he opens it up and reads it out to all his friends
Amongst the crowd, a heart will break and a heart ( Read more... )

Today turned out to be rather nasty ( Read more... )

It's 4:22am and I'm still very much wide awake. This feeling totally suxorxz. I want to sleep, I need to sleep.

C'mon already! Just let me sleep, ugh.