Where do I begin? Its nearly 7 months since I've even logged back onto my journal. A lot of things have changed, good & bad. I just can't believe how much time has gone by just like that. Felt like couple days ago I was in Minnesota being a good daughter...now i'm back in Houston making a huge life start over. Of course I'm back at Teahouse being ( Read more... )

 When i get to type, it makes me feel relaxed. It makes me feel whole, not in pieces. I'm sitting in the kitchen facing the window, out there i see white everywhere...cars, mine. I can feel the cold no matter how warm it is in the house. There's also a distinct odor coming from my rabbit's cage..i feel its never going  away no matter how thorough i ( Read more... )

A entire week full of work, work..and more work. I'm proud to say that i haven't had a drop of alcohol in my system for an entire week. Doesn't sound very long but for me yes...it sure is. Last night after work, i went out for couple drinks with the co-workers...they had drinks while i kept saying "no thanks." they probably think i'm a huge party ( Read more... )

So tonight was a pretty calm night in the past couple weeks. I felt some sort of relief, yet at the same time i'm still 'taking it easy' slowly. . . still processing.

Finally, I've have been pushed to the point where i no longer know myself. Crossing boundaries that I told myself i would never do, but things changed. These past couple weeks i've been going on some crazy adventure in my mind...and i'd always find myself lost or just stuck with the question...why. Why am I feeling this way? Why can't i snap out ( Read more... )

 I enjoying coming on LJ and seeing that many people are still typing on here, updating bit by bit. Even if i'm reading it late, its nice to keep up with what's going on with other people's lives. Lately, i feel like i've been very m.i.a. that's cause all i am focusing on is work, saving up to see Sheresa this coming x-mas, spending new years ( Read more... )

 I am listening to Imogen Heap's new album...I realized how much i fell have fallen in love with her music in the past...i still am. After two years of waiting...the music is amazing! So my computer is not functioning right. I blame the Geek Squad for messing it up. I am using Tubby's laptop for now...not sure how long but i find it quite amusing, ( Read more... )

  Face it, its not going to work. Let's just move on and make our own selves happy. perhaps this is what i need.

.....if i only have the answers.

 Earlier I have recieved a phone call from my grandma talking to me how i should pursue my career in Art. She says it suits me perfectly. If you say so, sure why not right? I enjoy art...so why not. Anyways my love how my room looks, its not dark and not too bright..just perfect along with music to keep me entertained. really loving it. I may need ( Read more... )

 Everytime i see a photographer photos, i am amazed with the passion they have for photography. this is by far my favorite for the day....

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Today i hope to keep myself very productive, that way perhaps i could have stuff to talk about :)