Watching E!'s true hollywood story on the life of Heath Ledger, and then watching The Patriot right after is a not so good idea...don't do it. Trust me. O_O

*sob*

Yeah...I've been pretty absent. And I've no explanation for it. *snort* I've kinda just had this craving to stay off my comp and watch movies w/ my sisters/mom. Needless to say I'm behind in many things once again. *sad sigh* I apologize greatly to my flist- I'll probably not be able to get caught up as I did before, but I promise to try to do ( Read more... )

Well...just trying to pass the time, waiting for me mum and cousins to get here. I love my cousin Cory- he's so made of awesome. ^____^ He's doing our hair for my sister's wedding- and he's just bloody brilliant w/ it! I'm really excited b/c I think he's going to put long extensions in my hair. :D!! *bounces*

So anyway...

(  Narnia meme within... )

I'm finally caught up in the Benny comm! *butter churn* I feel so relieved. O_O And I'm bloody proud of myself for it too. *nods*

Now all that is left to be done is update my icons- cause there's plenty of new pretties that I must have. If there's an option to have more than 100 userpics- I'm totally it's biggest fan. 8D

(  A little bit of pretty before bed... )

My boss has me going in @ 7:45 in the morning...7:bloody45!! *flails* Why not 8:00?? Heck- why not even 7:30?? O_O I have no idea why that time gets on my nerves so much. *snort* Good news is that she'll possibly be gone all day, and if the morning is slow- I get to catch up on my reading. :D And since I just started The Last Battle this evening, I ( Read more... )

I'm finally caught up on my flist...and it's 3:00 in the bloody morning. O_O *huggles and smooches flist* You're all so bloody worth it. :D!!

P.S. Bigga Than Ben was A-MAZING!!! Ben totally blew me away! And was gorgeous beyond measure. Err...however, can't truly post a/b it at the moment...I'm a tad delusional- and I can't really be held ( Read more... )

Oh hello all the wonderful people of livejournal!! I really went and did it this time- a whole week w/out computer. O_O So I did disappear for a little while, and I missed you all terribly!

(  Lonely places, bad jobs, and Benny withdraws... )

Oh...how I've missed this place! I haven't been on the comp really for the past three days...I nearly didn't survive. O_O Lol. But, I think the break was good ( Read more... )

Thank you to everyone and your kind words! I know it's not easy to find something to say when someone is going through something like this- so I appreciate you taking the time to stop by and share in my grief a little- even though you don't know me. :) *hugs ( Read more... )

Jesus help me!!! I don't even know how to express what I'm feeling or what is going on. I don't think I can write it down in words that anyone can understand- and that is the hardest part! I've never cried so much in my life- I've never cried to the point of not being able to cry anymore, even though I'm still crying on the inside...

(  Very long and heartbroken post... )