How can I express it?

[winsome_smile]

Jesus help me!!! I don't even know how to express what I'm feeling or what is going on. I don't think I can write it down in words that anyone can understand- and that is the hardest part! I've never cried so much in my life- I've never cried to the point of not being able to cry anymore, even though I'm still crying on the inside...

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[fiesty_red]

Oh honey... omg... I'm so heartbroken! :( *squishes tight* I'm so so sorry. I send my love to you and your family, sweetie. If you need anything, please give me a call... I don't know if you still have my number but I will give it to you again. (501-940-6413)

[winsome_smile]

Oh Mel- there are really no words to describe it! I've been crying since 9:00 this morning! You're the only one on here that knew him personally...you took that first picture, remember?

I didn't have you # b/c my old cell phone broke- I'm saving it again and I might be giving you a call later tonight. Thank you, lovie...

[fiesty_red]

I know! He was very special to me, too... even if it took him a while to accept me into the family. *laughs* When I read your post I just burst into tears. I will miss him dearly.

*hugs*

[winsome_smile]

I remember that...:) But he did in the end...

*hugs you back*

[xmisscherry]

oh sweetie, I'm sooo sorry! I send my condolence to you and your family. I'm afraid to say anything else, but please know that you have my greatest and heart-felt sympathies.

[winsome_smile]

Thank you so much, lovie. It means a lot. *hugs*

[edgeofthewild]

*big long tight hugs* I am soooo sorry! :'(

It's so hard to have a pet die ... I was heartbroken when my dog died in college. It's ... there are no words. My thoughts & prayers are with you!

[winsome_smile]

Thank you so much...there really aren't any words to describe it. It just keeps coming in waves...

*hugs tightly back*

[princess_narnia]

Oh Ami

[winsome_smile]

*hugs you tight* Thank you for everything, love. No words can express how you've helped me. *hugs more*

♥♥

[princess_narnia]

*smishes* ♥ You're welcome darling and I'm here for you ok? Always know that.

♥ and *hugs you tight*

[winsome_smile]

I do know it! *smushes you into jelly*

♥♥

[witchofgaia99]

Oh Ami,
I'm so sorry...
I have three dogs... two beagles and a basset hound (Hero, Hermonie and Hagrid) and I think I would die if anything happened to them...

* hugg;es*

I'm here for you girlie...

Jess

[winsome_smile]

*hugs back* Thank you so much...

I have three dogs... two beagles and a basset hound (Hero, Hermonie and Hagrid) and I think I would die if anything happened to them...

I remember being in that place and feeling that way...it's so hard to belive that I'm on the other side now and going through it...it's so unreal. O_O

*hugs again*