Sad long post from me today, hidden under a cut, about how when things go wrong remarkably few people comprehend it. But I was mopey so I LJed it; you have been warned.

( trolls, demons, and people who can do things )

Some points of interest from my life as late ( Read more... )

I driving 3.5 hours between Redlands and Las Vegas really often. Right now it's been every two weeks because I'm on a ton of drugs. But the radio is really patchy and that drive is boring. Every time I go home I make a driving playlist, but as I said, I do this a lot ( Read more... )

--I'm going home to see my psychiatrist because I think something is more wrong than usual or than I have been admitting to myself. Perhaps more to the point, it is getting very hard to hide the weird from people around me. I keep forgetting stuff and being emotional at VERY odd times and focusing on anything is way too hard ( Read more... )

There is a special place in hell for people who try to manipulate you by talking about suicide. Likewise cutting in highly visibly places and telling everyone about it. LIKEWISE people who don't understand why this pisses me the fuck off ( Read more... )

Workshop went really well. Obviously I'm happy about that ( Read more... )

oh GOD I just read their poems and they're really gooooooooooood

AAAIIIII Yesterday (which was otherwise a good day) something AWFUL happened, which, like many of the awful things which happen to me, was my own fault: I left my poetry notebook on top of my car and drove off. Totally gone. This was not merely sad. I was supposed to post poems last night and I had been working on a cool sonnet sequence which had ( Read more... )

I got paid today! But prior to that, as I mentioned, I had been sniffing around the art department and the law school for cigarette stubs that weren't all smoked. The law students probably think I'm a slightly better dressed hobo. (I imagine the art students think I'm another art student ( Read more... )

Where were you yesterday ( Read more... )