Almost home... I'm leaving friday morning to drive back to Centralia! Yes I'm actually kinda excited about that. It means no class and not as hot and getting to ride horses every day.

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So... to start this out with a shameless promotion of something.... for those of you residing in the Stockton Area... Tueday next week come to my presentation in the Geo department at 5:30!!!! Its on the Galapagos Islands.... Um yeah. Other then that... as of the moment life kinda sucks. The end.

Waiting in the Sacramento airport for my flight to Portland. i want to go home. Back to the northwest. See you soon!

It's just hard not to give up on stuff when your failing at it anyways. I hate how everyone feels like they have to tell me I'll pass chemistry. I think i would have a better idea of if I will or not the other people. I'm not looking forward to this next test, i do not think I will do very well on it even compared to how badly I usually do. I ( Read more... )

yes thats right. I'm going fucking crazy. i don't know how to deal with this semmester and its making me depressed and phycotic and I'm losing it. It's all because of Analytical Chemistry. I shoudln't be in the class. I haven't even taken one of the pre-recs for the class, but you thats ok arording to my advisor and the chem department. Then ( Read more... )

Wow. I haven't posted anything in 24 weeks. Thats kinda sad in many ways. And why? Trying to sort things out. Which will most likley never happen due to the fact all life is is layer upon layer of complexity. Halloween is my favorite holiday, but unfortunatly I have a chem test this week and have to devote most of my time to studying for that ( Read more... )

I think things are going so much better and then BAM!!! Asshole! Your so the victim and I'm the evil psycho bitch, I'm sure thats really how it is. And I am NOT A LIAR. Did you forget so quickly the Massive lie you told me to make me feel sorry for you? white I will remind you I have told no one about? And the part about how I don't try? ( Read more... )

SO today I had a test. In marine Birds in Mammals and it really sucked. First of all the prof. wasn't even done making the test so class started 30 minutes late. Then he said we only needed to know Orders for the Birds and Families for the mammals, yet the test asked for families on a whole bunch of birds and the only mammal it asked for a family ( Read more... )

Have you ever just stopped what you were doing and looked at the blue blue sky or a rolling thunderhead or an expanse of water or a forest or the tiniest wildflower and gone "My God! I live in the most beautiful place in the whole world" or at least thats what it feels like at the exact moment. For just a split second you transcend the human ( Read more... )