It all started when I was 17. I began to smoke pot regularly, then it turned into a habitual thing. After this I started noticing that I was having weird thoughts and bad feelings and paranoia. I didn't find out until I was 18 that it was the beginning of my life with schizophrenia. The drugs kick-started my mental illness that had ran in my
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lips pucker spitting out glitter lips pucker mouths open spitting out poison I liked it inside I liked it inside I wanted to love you completely but I cant and that's all right I can speak to the night the bricks all crush my head lips lips should move you when they speak eyes like honey eyes like the sunshine
love is a muse described hearts set to bloom decide hail all with kisses bye i didn't mean to create you shy i have stunk of chanel number 5 i have ruined myself i deny but im still in great health i try to not lie
it was a grim warning i joked about it sarcastically with my self and my own echoes roaring from my brain i hate people like you people that dont let people like me get high because you see and know how misrrable i am and just dont want yo see me happy equally beautiful you want me to work impossibly for real happiness as you call it and no i mean
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