Yeah, so mommy = just fine. She had a really good surgery and she is going to recover a lot faster than they thought. I am happy. As soon as i got to the hospital, though, it totally felt like everything was gonna be okay. I don't know, i just, like, knew that she would be fine. There wasn't even a doubt in my mind. And her doctor was HELLA ( Read more... )

my mom is having surgery tomorrow. i keep having awful thoughts, even though I know that it is a standard procedure and she will probably be fine. Everyone is being so dramatic about it though. I think that is why i am having all the awful thoughts. Anyways, everyhting will be over by noon tomorrow. I don't know what I'll do if something ( Read more... )

So, my mom might have cancer. She is having surgery on the 28th. I am really scared for her, but I have to keep thinking that everything will be okay. It just sucks that I have to sit around all month not knowing, and this is going to happen right at the beginning of my senior year. And I feel selfish thinking about how I should be having fun, ( Read more... )

so... i moved. We have an air conditioner. It is nice. I'm in Bat Boy at the same time. Come see it. I have a show tonight (thursaday) at 7:30, Friday at 3:30 (I think) Saturday somtime in the afternoon and Sunday at 1:00. Come see it. My mom is going to donate my beautiful pony. I am sad, but hopefully that means she is going to give me ( Read more... )

Whenever summer comes around I totally lose track of all of my school friends, and its not cause I don't wanna see my school friends, I'm just not really a phone person, or I guess I don't initiate things, so I guess I just do whatever until someone calls me, which is lame, and then people must think I just don't care about them. i don't know. I ( Read more... )

Well, I got a 1930 on my SAT's, which I've been told isn't that bad, but I still feel stupid. I feel like I should have gotten better than that. i blame my lack of sleep the night before. or my lack of preparedness. whatever happened, I'm taking classes and I'm going to take them again cause the great thing about the SAT's is that you CAN take ( Read more... )

I'm really stressed about the end of school and my grades. i seriously had a panic attack in German today. i was about this close to crying right there in front of everyone. i just don't get it, and I have to get, like, 100% on the final just to pull of a C. How lame is that? i really slacked off in that class and now I'm totally paying for it ( Read more... )

so.... I think I passed the U.S. AP. I felt really good about it. I'm kind of secretly hoping for a 4. I think it might be possible. so i got scared that there wouldn't be enough dates to take all my SATs so i signed up for June 3rd and i have to go to some getto middle school in Oakland, but whatever. on the sight it looked like the only fall ( Read more... )

So, junior prom really was fun. and even though they didn't play a ton of songs i liked, the songs weren't BAD (with a few exceptions) and they even played grease. that was fun. and i had fun dancing too. and bowling was fun too. and i'm excited for senior ball next year, cause it has to be even MORE fun, so basically, good times. A night ( Read more... )

"25th annual putnam county spelling bee" was amazing! for any of you who have seen it, i seriously almost peed in my pants when the girl got down on her knees and yelled "JESUS! I KNEW YOU WERE ASIAN!" really funny. and i knew James! (the black guy) from willows. we did a show together. He is so amazing. you guys all talking about college ( Read more... )