just another broken heart i guess. i wish i could have been what you were looking for, your dream girl. i hate your realism but i love it too. everything you said was true, there will always be someone out there prettier and better then i am. why not strive for more whne you have one life to live. and as much as i think this is true, i just want ( Read more... )

 i can't believe myself. its insane, i would never think i could do something like that when i like another guy but i did. the worst part is, is that i think how you spend new years reflects how your whole year is gonna turn out so how does that work for me? probably not too good. he was such a sweet guy though, intellegent and complimented me like ( Read more... )

oh my god im so confused. i thought this is what i wanted but this isnt HOW i wanted it. everything is so complicated and i just wished that everything would solve itself. i do like tyson but i dont know if i LIKE him. i wish i wasnt drunk when i said i would date him, i wish i could have thought things out more, figured out what the pros and cons ( Read more... )

today is the day that i start being happy and truely loving myself.

i like to know those kind of things. makes me feel worth-wild. special. i wish you wouldn't hide

Thinking of desire, love, hate ( Read more... )

is obviously not present anymore,
and boy do i ever need one.
i am starting to believe that i should
be doing extra math homework on my days
off, and that kinda makes me feel like
crying. oh goodness.

i will be busy for quite some time ( Read more... )

GAH i have absolutely no idea what to do ( Read more... )

my galaxy will invade your mind, pushing your soul to the limits, testing to see when i occupy the entire content of your thoughts.