I wish it didn't hurt anymore. I really do. I still cry. Everything is gone. everything. all that's left is a few words, broken pictures, and nightmares. I can turn it off sometimes. you know, not think about it. but i get in these real nostalgic moods sometimes because i want to feel something. it's pain. it's regret. it's longing. it varies. I do ( Read more... )

hey kids

this is my last entry on this journal

if you want to catch up....add arduous_grace

what's crackalackin, kiddies ( Read more... )

Jimmy Eat World Dates Announced!
AUG 27 - TALLAHASSEE, FL - UNION GREEN (AT FSU) - FREE!
Free Show!
For more information, visit www.union.fsu.edu/up or call (850) 644 6673

So today I'm at work, and my side work is beverage stations. I see that we're running low on unsweet tea, so I decide to move the sweet tea urn to the back in order to brew some more tea. To my demise, the sweet tea is LITERALLY to the top....and a WATERFALL of sweet sweeet sweeeeeeeeeet tea falls freely all over my barbeque sauce shirt and apron. ( Read more... )

Cancer ( Read more... )

I hope everyone did okay with the hurricane and all. I hear Pensacola is pretty much back into the swing of things. I'm still up here in Tennessee but I'll be leaving in the morning for Mississippi. Mee Mee died ( Read more... )

FUCK HURRICANES.
FUCK THEM ALL TO HELL.

Game Plan:
86 atlanta, sub Murfreesborro.\
heading out with Lindsey and Jess around 9 PM tonight and crashing at Lindsey's house whenever we arrive.
Zach leaves for mission trip in the morning and won't be back for like 9 days.
I dont care. I have Emily and Ry:)

where is everyone else going?
why is this happening ( Read more... )

so Zach isn't here--obviously. I kind of assumed he wouldn't make it down this trip but I had high hopes. oh well ( Read more... )

I will be 19 in 6 days.

just so you all know. :)