One of my closest friends are dying...

What sucks more than anything is I really can't trust myself with anyone. I've been through the deepest shit latley... Got kidnapped and raped, lost my Bff, Been gettin wasted & high [fucked up], sleeping around, shooting up shit, damn... And now Im loosing my parents. Every conversation with them is like a fight to the death and ends with me ( Read more... )

Im sick of myspace.
Sick of LiveJournal.
Sick of about everything...

Im starting to find myself growing more & more paranoid to what I do... And who Im with, especially guys. Im a HUGE flirt, but latley I find myself panicing ever since that gay incident... I don't know about anything anymore.... Its been along time since I've talked to so many people, and when I think one of them is ALWAYS there for me, I find that ( Read more... )

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~Me~


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I know I havn't posted anything for awhile. Its just I've had alot of problems latley. Im pretty much being diagnosed with Bi-Polar disorder... And getting prescribed with REALLY good anti-depressent pills. My councelor is worried because I barely sleep, and when I do its for barely an hour and the most usualy 3-5... Its pretty sad. And on top of ( Read more... )