hahahah omg guys i was SOOOOOOOOOOOO wrong about this guy ( Read more... )

so this week has been hard ( Read more... )

we broke up.

i really feel like having the guy i like actually like me back is an impossible dream.

so. he is going to melbourne tommorrow. i was a little dissapointed and sort of wish he has of invited me, but then i was like well last time he went down with his mates like probably they wouldn't appreciate a girl tagging along.

but then i find out his ex girlfriend of like 6 years is going with him.

sort of sucks hey.

i'm so stupid.

i wish i knew how normal people functioned. so that i had some sort of comparison to go by. so that i could tell if it was me being crazy or if there was something wrong. because not knowing makes me feel even more insecure ( Read more... )

so things have changed alot for me ( Read more... )

i wanna scream and destroy everything ( Read more... )

im such an empty person. i couldn't even explain ( Read more... )

YOU FUCKING COWARD. STOP RUNNING AWAY ( Read more... )

i miss him so much.i would think of me eve much as i though of him. i'm trying so hard to move on. i've deleted his phone number and everything. and it still just hurts so fucking bad. i feel so lonely. i go out and attempt to distract myself and meet new people but my thoughts just keep returning to him. and it sucks because i know he is out with ( Read more... )